Well, I had a thought today. It had entered my mind that I might be depressed. I'm not depressed. To quote a character Christian Slater played in a movie, "Feeling fucked up in a fucked up situation is not fucked up." My wife and I haven't had sex in something like 7 years. She doesn't like sex anymore, she said. She spends too much money. I can't save the money I need to achieve my goals. My job is punishing. My wife works all the time, and we spend most of our free time together, but now that her schedule doesn't allow it, I'm lost. I have no close friends to hang out with in my free time. All my friends have left my life, one way or another. I am alone now. I'm more or less okay with that, but friends would probably help. But I am focused now. I am in the process of spending $25k to buy the 5th year towards my pension. Five years is all you can buy, and I've already bought four. That leaves ...
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